Week 22

 

Pregnancy apparently does not get any easier the second time around.  Some of the fears and anxieties that were present in the first pregnancies are starting to flood back.  As I enter the second half of this pregnancy, the thought of giving birth and how the whole thing will play itself out is plaguing my mind.  Considering that the first birth experience was nothing like I thought it would be - it was easy and fast! - I fear that I will pay for it the second time in two folds.  I supposed such is life and its undiscovered mysteries, and that my birth experiences will work itself out.  All that matters is the prospect of a healthy baby who will soon occupy my arms.  And that is something to look forward to.